There is nothing I want more than to call her up and talk to her. My heart aches because I cannot.
The anniversary of her birthday and her death are quickly approaching and I am more aware of this in 2009 than I have been any other year.
I want her to know my boys and frankly, it sucks that she never will, at least not on this earth.
I don't have any more words right now, my heart just hurts. :(